A couple days ago, I had to say goodbye to my best friend. While a lot of the pain has subsided, I’m still missing my little buddy, and I wish so much that I wouldn’t have to live the rest of my life without him. I loved my dog more than anything in the world, and anyone who knows me could back that up. He was my pride and my joy, my confidant, my world, and while the loss of him hasn’t consumed me entirely, my heart still aches horribly. I know that it’ll get better in time, and that he’s still here in a sense, but I wish that I could pet his head and stroke his silky fur just one more time. I miss his companionship and the unbreakable, unconditional love and bond that we shared. This isn’t just a proud owner saying this; it’s from one best friend to the other: you were the best dog ever. I loved you so much and I will continue to love you for the rest of my life. I can’t wait for our heavenly reunion, little guy.

My sweet Lucky, rest in peace.

9/8/2008

D’nno why I felt the need to write here so early. I just did. I’m going to Wal-Mart to get some food for my dog, organizers for all of my make up, maybe a new train case, vitamins, and I think that’s it.

Uhm. Sons of Anarchy is a pretty badass series so far. Josh and I went to Red Lobster last night, ate a crap ton load of shrimp, then went back to his place to watch it. It’s totally a guy show, but the dude who plays Jax is pretty hot so… there’s at least one win in there. ;]

Lucky’s doing a little better. I did some research, and since he’s only been throwing up yellow muscus stuff, I read that it’s because his stomach’s empty and he needs food. The catch? The damn dog won’t eat anything but peanut butter sandwiches. I suppose he’s associated food with vomiting, so he refuses anything I try to give him. Stupid dog is going to starve himself. Wish me luck, I guess. I’m hoping he’ll try a can of wet food or something. Anything at this point, really. Ugh.

Shower time and shopping now. Woohoo.

Leaving for St. Louis in a few hours. Just waiting for Josh and Steven to get off work, then we’ll be hitting the road. Maybe I should’ve packed last night. Ugh.

Anyway, I’ll be gone until Monday, but I might have Wi-Fi at the hotel we’re staying at so I won’t be entirely out of touch. Pictures and funstuff to come when I’m back in town. Maybe. Not sure, because blogging will probably be the last thing on my mind as I’m hanging on for dear life on the Mr. Freeze, bitches. LOL.